I want a Marine
2003-12-11 @ 1:27 a.m.

so not cool, diaryland.

ok, i just lost this really long entry i was working on...so now i'll just cut to the cliffnotes version.

Today was good and bad. It was good in that I was in a good mood for most of it. I was volunteering at a food bank where all these marines were also working. For the first time in forever, I felt sort of pretty. Some of them even smiled at me. I know that doesn't seem like much....but when you're fat lots of people don't even feel the need to make eyecontact, so a smile is nice.

the bad part was that i ate an entire bag of fatty butter popcorn by myself.

oh, and i didn't excerise...although i was lifting heavy shit all day.

Food

cereal and milk......250 cals

2cups rice and yogurt.... 600 cals

1 smart ones.......230 cals

1 bag popcorn....450 cals

total 1530

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