fucking enough already
2003-10-17 @ 1:32 a.m.

my laziness is increasing. trying to fight off the urge to stop writing everyday. I'm still sick. and unemployed. and broke. and single. and fat. really fat. I know i've said this before...but can't I just take one of those loser qualities off the list? just fucking one. i could deal with being fat and filthy rich. or thin and poor. Hell, i could even deal with being fat AND poor if i had a man. i mean what's left to add to the list-- polio?

Food

2 bowls cereal and milk- 500 cals

1 lean budget meal- 280 cals (times are tough)

one lean hamburger patty- 250 cals

1 scoop low fat ice cream- 90 cals

total 1120 cals.

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