Dammit, I want to watch Felicity
2003-10-06 @ 12:16 a.m.

ugh, I still feel really fat. I wish this feeling would go away soon. today was uneventful so not much to write about. Watched Trading Spaces tonight...Doug Wilson is so fucking hot. Just watching him on tv has given me lots of inspiration. I wonder if he's gay. but actually it doesn't matter...i'd totally be happy to enter into a sham marriage with him. I might as well marry a gay man, they're the only ones that will have anything to do with me anyway and i'm already used to not getting any.

I lost 2 pounds this week! I'm really happy about that.. but like i said before, i still feel like a beast.

that's 18.5 total!!! only a pound and a half away from that six dvd set of felicity.

exercise 4mi/75minutues

food

1 banana 100 cals

1 hc 250 cals

1 hc 280 cals

turkey and crackers 150 cals

fat free popcorn 200 cals (ok, i admit it. i totally ate the entire bag.)

total 980

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