ugh
2004-02-11 @ 11:06 p.m.

I went out with a friend tonight who's trying to lose weight too....only difference is she's at my goal weight right now and wants to lose 20 more lbs. I would commit unspeakable acts to get to where she's at now and she totally hates her body. Go figure. I really need to change up my exercise routine--I feel like as much as i'm working out that the weight should come off at a more steady pace. I worked out for an hour and half everday for the past week and although my weight fluctuated, I haven't lost anything. I really want to find the money for WW. I just need help. I'm going to look for work tomorrow...and I mean it this time. This unemployment thing is causing me so much stress and making me feel like complete and total ass.

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