agh...want to vanish
2003-09-23 @ 11:32 p.m.

This week I'm obligated to go help out at a place where I know that i'm going to be running into some people that I haven't seen since HS. I can't believe it, but instead of being excited to see them, i'm actually dreading it. why? because i've gained a lot of weight since I last saw them. I've always been fat so it shouldn't be a major shock, but i have gained about 40 since HS (the standard freshman 15, the sophomore 10, the junior 10...etc.)I just wish I could burrow into a hole somewhere and rejoin civilization when I'm not Fatty Fatenstein.

So I have good news...I know that I said i'd put a moratorium on buying any clothes until I lost more weight, but I was in the mall so i stopped in at Lame Bryant. I tried on some pants and I was able to wear a size smaller! well, in that particular pair of pants...but not in every pair i tried on,but fuck it..i'm counting it as a minor victory.

So that brings the score to

The World: 97 billion, Team Fatty: 7.

In other news I'm starting to take vitamins. It's supposed to increase my metabolism and decrease my cravings. We'll see.

Exercise 4mi/74minutes/800 cals

100 crunches

Food

1 SF 220

1 pickle 10

1.5c rice and yogart 250

.5c corn 67

1 HC 490 (what the hell is up with that?)

total 1037

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